tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73316523158211080142024-03-13T16:50:28.117-07:00A Salty Girls RamblingsHollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.comBlogger71125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-83764906419148460302019-12-07T13:29:00.001-08:002019-12-07T13:29:51.208-08:00Trikafta - 2 weeks inHello All,<br />
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I know you've been anxiously awaiting an update on my Trikafta journey, so here we are!<br />
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If you don't really know what Trikafta is/does...I've gotta get a little scientific. The genetic mutation with CF causes the <span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Roboto, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">Cystic fibrosis transmembrane conductance regulator (CFTR)</span> Proteins to either not reach the surface of the cell or if they do reach the surface of the cell, then they do not open properly, which in turn causes a disruption to the sodium and water balance. Therefore causing thicker and stickier mucus in all your bodies passage ways. So CF affects the lungs, digestive system, etc. The thicker and stickier mucus in the lungs makes it's easier for bacteria to adhere and more difficult to get it out, so infections (colds, flu, etc) hang around longer because it's harder to get rid of the bacteria/virus that causes them...and it makes it more difficult to breathe by causing inflammation. The mucus causes issues in the digestive system by making it harder to absorb nutrients from food (that's why many people with CF have difficulty gaining weight). The enzymes that help break down the food in the digestive system, have trouble getting out of the pancreas because of the thick and sticky mucus that clogs the ducts to the stomach and intestines...this is the same for the insulin from the pancreas. So many people with CF end up with Cystic Fibrosis related Diabetes. Trikafta is a triple combination. It's made of 3 different medications. It helps the CFTR Proteins to reach the cell surface and to open properly and stay open longer, therefore helping the mucus to thin out, which makes it easier to cough up.<br />
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Trikafta is NOT a cure. It is the first medication/treatment that we have that actually treats at the cellular level. But it is not a cure!<br />
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I'm going to start by telling you my hope for my Trikafta journey.<br />
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My hope is to at least maintain my lung function, and decrease the decline of my health, and to see a decrease in my symptoms of CF. If that's all that happens I will be happy.<br />
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So...how am I doing?<br />
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A lot of people I'm friends with on FB or who have posted in FB groups I'm in have posted that they no longer feel like they have CF. Some have had 20-30 percent increases in their lung function. Some have no longer had coughing fits. Some have no trouble breathing or coughing when exercising. Some people have had what they're calling "the purge", where they are coughing up lots and lots of thick mucus.<br />
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I don't feel hugely different...<br />
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I haven't noticed a whole lot of changes...<br />
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On days 2 and 3, I'd say I had my "purge". And by purge I mean I coughed up maybe 3-4 tablespoons worth of mucus total. I'll save you all from posting the picture I took of it. But I will tell you this, I RARELY ever cough anything up. It's a chore, usually, to produce something when they want a specimen at the doctors office. Unless I'm sick, I hardly ever have a productive cough. So, to EASILY cough up a tablespoon or so at a time without much effort, was HUGE for me.<br />
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My sister lives 2 doors down, and on day 3 or 4 I ran from the back of her garage, to my garage (maybe 50 yards total) and I was not Short of breath, upon arrival, nor did I have a coughing fit afterwards. <br />
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I'm not sure what my weight was before starting Trikafta, but at my most in my life, I was around 136. I haven't been there for a few years, but I weighed myself on Thanksgiving (albeit after I ate, at my parents) and I was back to 136. Heather, we may not need the cure to make me fat after all...HAHA!<br />
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I usually sleep through the night and really well. The first week I woke up every night with a dry cough that wouldn't subside until I did albuterol and a round of my vest. I think that's starting to pass, not sure though if it's related to the Trikafta, or that I was not at my 100% when I started the medication to begin with and Fall is my difficult time. But this is the only real "negative" I've seen since starting the medication.<br />
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AND that's about all I've noticed so far. <br />
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I don't have a follow up for lung functions for another couple months. We will see if I maintain or if it does give me an increase. Again, my hope is to have a decrease in symptoms and to maintain my current lung function. At this point, less shortness of breath with increased activity and being able to produce mucus easier to expel have hit those marks. <br />
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I want you to check in. I want you to ask, but please understand, it is hard for me to answer how I'm doing, what I'm seeing and if I'm "better"...<br />
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While I am excited about Trikafta, hopeful, happy, I am also nervous and cautiously optimistic. Again, Trikafta is not a cure. Some people may not see a change in their CF, it may not help them. Even on this medication we will still have people with decline, we will still lose precious lives too soon.<br />
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Trikafta is only approved for 90% of the CF population. Which means there is 10% of my Cysters and Fibros that have no CFTR modulator or can't take one yet. They are sitting in the wings waiting for treatment. They have nothing and would give anything to be at my stage. <br />
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I also have some survivors guilt.<br />
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When I think of friends who have passed, that never got to get to this point. Some were adults, some have been children. Why do I get to experience this and they didn't? I'm grateful but sad all at the same time.<br />
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So it's hard for me to think only of the "better" it will bring to me and to those that are able to take it.<br />
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With all that said...please keep my CF family in your thoughts and prayers. Pray for those who are on these CFTR modulators, that we would see the results we hope for, and maybe a few nice surprises on the side. Pray for those who have no modulator, that they would thrive despite not having these treatments at their disposal...and that the scientists would be swift in developing modulators and new treatments, and Ultimately a cure for us all! <br />
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I love you all and am so blessed to have so many loving friends and family to share this journey with. I am a Salty Girl and my Team and Tribe of supporters are the BEST around. <br />
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As D-Dub says: #LoveEternalHollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-9210323427576995642019-08-15T08:59:00.001-07:002019-08-15T08:59:19.278-07:00Bucket List<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>I keep seeing people posting 40 by 40 and other "goals" of things to do before a certain birthday, or the end of their life. </i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>We never know how much time is left, how long we are blessed to be here and with the people we love, doing the things we are passionate about. </i></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>A few years ago when Chris was doing Fight Club (not the Fight Club you're thinking of), he was prompted to get with the family and have us all write down our life goals. We wrote them down on our chalkboard basement door.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>In case you can't read it (some of the chalk has rubbed off over the years), here's what it says.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>~ Red Barn</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>~ Cure CF</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>~ Go to Hawaii</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>~ Live to 86</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>~ Ride in a gondola in Italy</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>For quite a while my sister, Heather, and I have been wanting to turn my Dad's (previously my Grandparents) barn in to an event space. Chris and I bought the house my grandparents built. They sold antiques and depression glass out of the little red barn behind their house. It was called Whetsel's Red Barn. </i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Okay, I am not specifically curing CF, but I want to see it. I really think I will see a cure in my lifetime! It's coming and it's so exciting. </i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>~ Go to Hawaii</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>I've never been, and it looks beautiful, so I'd like to go.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>~ Live to 86</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>With the life expectancy, for people with CF, being 42 (when Chris met me it was 28) and rising every few years, I have always said I will die of something other than CF. Chris and I decided we will die together of Euthanasia at 86, so we never have to be without each other. Once the CF cure comes, the age may change ;0)</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>~ Ride in a gondola in Italy</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>Chris and I went to Vegas for our 2nd anniversary. We rode in a gondola at the Venetian hotel, it was fun. But I would love to travel and I'd love to go to Italy and ride in a gondola there. </i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>~ Work with Joy in Niger</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>Joy is Chris's Aunt. She and Gary (Chris's Uncle) are missionaries in Niger. Joy is a nurse and has run a clinic in the bush for years. Every time they come home to Indiana, we make it a point to see them. Joy and I sit and talk the ENTIRE time. I love this, it's my fave! Ever since I met Joy, it has been a dream of mine to work with her in Niger. </i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>With a lot of the unrest where they are, she hasn't been able to be out in the Bush in her clinic for a while now. So I'm not sure if this will be able to come to fruition. But I won't take it off my bucket list, because if things change, I'm on the next flight out (during the season Joy says is best weather wise to come....it's HOT in Africa)!</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>Here's a few more that I've added over the past few years:</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>~ Sing lead on a cover at Crosspoint</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>Bucket list items are supposed to be things that are BIG, and while this may seem small to some, it's BIG for me. I did this once when we met at school, before we built our building, but Chris wasn't there (It was the Indy 500, and he goes every year with my parents).</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>Every weekend we do a cover song that relates to the message and I would love to sing lead on one. </i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>~ Teach a message at Crosspoint</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>Oooh, this one is REALLY BIG! It gives me jitters just typing it out. We have a great teaching team at Crosspoint, and I love when we have guest speakers to give us a new perspective. I'm not even sure what I would talk about, or what kind of message or perspective I could give others. But I feel like God is prompting me to share my life insights, and I know if the opportunity arose, He would guide me with the words.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>~ Travel to Haiti with Chris</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>Chris went on a mission trip to Haiti this past February. I sat and listened to all of his stories and experiences and was kinda jealous. Also, he was like, "You HAVE to go next year!" Serving others is something we are passionate about and I would LOVE to do that together.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>~ Emma</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>Yes y'all, I know we have her ;0) I mean all kinds of things related to Emma. There are so many and so many more that will come up. Get past 2nd grade reading (seriously), watch her get her license, pick out prom dresses, be there for her first heartbreak, see who she becomes, cheer her on as she chooses her career, help her pick out her wedding dress (she wants to go to Kleinfeld's, but she said YES to my dress a few years ago, so this is really just a technicality), dance with her at her wedding in The Red Barn (Mom's can do this too). </i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>~ Volunteer</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>I recently "retired" to focus more on my health. I'm not made to just sit and do nothing, and I haven't been...but I would like to get out and serve/volunteer in other capacities.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>~ Increase lung function and return to workforce</i></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>I had a doctor's appointment last week and my lung function is already up to a percent higher than it has been since before October 2017...WOO HOO!!!!</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i>So there it is. My bucket list, in no specific order (other than I started with what was written on the door). Things will be added in the future, I'm sure, but now it's written down.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: georgia, times new roman, serif;"><i> I love nothing more than to cross things off my lists, so time to get to it!</i></span></div>
Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-23099090347169582872019-03-27T13:21:00.002-07:002019-03-27T13:21:24.286-07:00Five Feet Apart - My ThoughtsThis post isn't all about the movie... it's basically become a brain dump for me. On where my head is with CF...the movie gave me a catalyst to start putting it down.<br />
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I'm going to preface this post with the fact that there will most likely be some spoiler alerts in regards to the movie. If you read the book, honestly, the movie very closely follows it, so there won't really be any spoilers for you. If you haven't seen the movie, you plan too, and you don't want to know what is going to happen, don't read any further.<br />
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Chris and I read the book together. So I expected to ugly cry more than I actually did! As I said before, the movie very closely follows the book, so I think knowing what was coming, I could mentally prepare myself and didn't cry as much as I had originally thought I would. <br />
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I did cry at parts, parts that really resonated with me. Quotes and moments that I could feel as part of my own story, those inevitably brought tears. A few times they rolled down my face and I didn't even recognize at the moment how poignant what had just happened was, until I felt the hot sting down my cheek.<br />
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I liked the movie, as much as someone can like a movie about a terminal illness. If you have it in your head that it's going to be like A Walk to Remember, or The Fault in Our Stars, you're wrong. I don't know, maybe you're not. I walked in to those movies, having read those books as well, but I didn't have the disease the movie was portraying. It felt heavier, less cinematic to me, more real...<br />
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This was different for me.<br />
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I walked in to a theatre to see a movie trying to pay homage to what I live with on a daily basis, knowing full well it wouldn't 100% stand up to my life and the 30,000 other Americans living with CF. I knew walking in that what I saw on the screen was going to be a Hollywood adaptation, but also, knowing they had worked with Claire Wineland (a prominent person in the CF community) to try and get things right, I had high hopes. <br />
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In the book, Stella (the main female character) has a lung function of 35% (if you read my previous post, you know that's where I am). Unlike me, she's on oxygen pretty much all the time, and is on a lung transplant list. Will (the main male character) is also on oxygen, but he has B. Cepacia and is therefore not eligible for a lung transplant. *While many transplant centers will not transplant for people with B. Cepacia, there are some centers that will, so this was a little bit of a false piece of info from the movie.<br />
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Stella is very organized, she makes to do lists daily - my sister, Heather, leaned over to me and was like, "OH My Gosh...She is YOU!" Ha!<br />
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Chris, Heather and my brother - in - law Shawn all went with me<br />
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Will is completely over CF, he's come to the point where he believes he's going to die soon no matter what, so why try anymore. He's on a trial drug to help with B. Cepacia, his Mom wants him to do it, so he is.<br />
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I grew up in a time before the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation had all these rules about being six feet apart. My Mom joined a CF Mom's group when I was diagnosed. All the Moms were stay at home Moms at the time, so they got together once a month, YEP - we kiddos came along, and they chatted about how life was going, their struggles, their triumphs. While the kids ran around and played together...breathed on each other (no doubt). Once a year we went to a CF conference in Indy. It was a weekend long thing. We stayed at a hotel, our parents went to break out sessions to learn about new medicines, treatments, etc. And the kids? We played together, we went to our pow wow's, we swam together...we were most definitely not six feet apart. <br />
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I think this was a huge part of why I view CF the way I do. I made lifelong (some shorter than should have ever been) friendships with people who absolutely know exactly what I go through every single day. I can't really speak for Heather, but I would guess that being with other Siblings of CF was a major plus for her. She had other people to talk to about what it was like to have a sibling deal with things she doesn't have to, and how sometimes it's could be a bummer and hold her back from fun stuff if I was sick.<br />
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So, while I understand the point of these cross contamination rules, I don't want to say I don't care, but honestly, I think it's almost more detrimental in some ways, than helpful. If someone else doesn't want me within 6 feet of them because they want to follow that rule, I will respect their wishes, but my dear sweet CF friends, if you need a hug, and I am there, please know, my arms are wide open and my airway is facing the opposite direction!<br />
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Okay, back to the movie:<br />
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They explained what CF is, cross-contamination, and a few things that people with CF go through. But it was all based in the hospital. I wish there would have been more info about how those things are done when you're at home, and healthy. Treatments don't stop when you get out of the hospital. They start day one of diagnosis and continue daily until you leave the earth.<br />
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I've mentioned my regimen on Facebook multiple times...<br />
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Not everyone has a g-tube, I don't, but some do.<br />
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They didn't mention that some people have CF Related Diabetes, and how this brings a whole other bag of tricks to deal with it. I'm on an insulin pump because of CFRD.<br />
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They didn't mention that after a while, some peoples bodies become resistant to the antibiotics they're on and there aren't a lot of antibiotics out there to treat our specific bacterias. <br />
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They didn't mention that many of the primary IV antibiotics used can cause Ototoxicity, which means, you end up with hearing loss from them. I now wear a hearing aide in my right ear daily...Thanks Tobramycin!<br />
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I don't bring my own comforter set with matching pillows, decorative lights, mug of pens, and art work for the wall of my hospital room. Others might, but dear Lord, that's a LOT of crap to pack up after a hospital visit.<br />
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A respiratory therapist never came in to the do their treatments either.<br />
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I haven't been inpatient since 2005, so maybe things have changed. Maybe if you're constantly in and out of the hospital you do these things and have more independence with your care...I'll plead the 5th on this one.<br />
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What they did show...<br />
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You become friends with the other people on the floor...patients and nurses, your roommate (if you have one).<br />
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You roam around the hospital together and find things to do and get in to that you probably shouldn't.<br />
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That stuff is true.<br />
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I used to do wheelchair races with other kids. We'd go in a big room and there would be a tutor/teacher that came in every day and they would help us with our school work. Other times we had crafts and snack times, etc. I'd take walks through the hospital, find the library, ride the glass elevators up and down. <br />
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The isolation is also true.<br />
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Heather mentioned how the parents/families didn't seem to come much and that surprised her. <br />
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You all know me and my family, that is NOT at all how my family would ever handle an inpatient stay with me. In fact, the only time I really remember not having someone with me every day or night, was when I did an enzyme study the summer after I graduated high school. I wasn't even sick, I just had to stay so they could watch my input and output...and I was flabbergasted that my parents weren't going to spend the nights with me. In fact, I think they went to the lake while I was in...<br />
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But if I was sick, Mom or Dad or a grandparent was always there. Heather even came and stayed with me a couple times. <br />
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But even with a very supportive family, there can be some isolation...<br />
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As Chris said in the middle of Central Park in NYC, "I live with CF every day, but I don't LIVE with CF every day."<br />
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It can be isolating to be the only one to know what it's like to live with these lungs every day. <br />
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To look at a flight of stairs and question what your lungs will feel like after you climb them. <br />
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To wonder if you can, in a year, go on a mission trip with your husband, because it's harder to breathe when you're hot.<br />
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To think you may not be able to continue working full time or at all, because you don't know what the future holds and you want quality as well as quantity.<br />
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At one point in the book and movie, you mourn Stella's friend Poe and her sister Abby. <br />
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Survivor's guilt is real ya'll. In more ways than one, I'd argue.<br />
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I know people in the CF community that have passed away. Friends, fellow Cysters and Fibros. Some I knew personally, some I knew only through CF and connections we made on social media. <br />
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You feel guilty because you're still here...and they're not. Why do I get to be here and continue my life...why not them?<br />
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Then there's the guilt I feel for those still living, but who are doing much worse than me...<br />
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I feel that. It may sound stupid, but it's true.<br />
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I'm in lots of groups on FB and people are posting daily about how they're back in the hospital for the 6th time already this year (it's still March people...the 3rd month of the year), or they're sharing information on a 6 year old waiting for new lungs on the transplant list. <br />
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In 2 months I will turn 39 and I'm still kicking it on the 2 lungs God blessed me with at Birth! Why me, and not them too?<br />
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They showed the rage that comes with the frustration of doing everything you're supposed to do and still getting sick. <br />
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CF is a progressive disease. Yes, the new treatments out are tremendous and have given people back function they had lost long ago. But they're not a cure. And no matter how well you stick to your regimen, and do what you're supposed to do when you're supposed to, you still get sick at times. <br />
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Poe dies and Stella trashes her room. Out of anger for this stupid disease that neither of them can stop from progressing forward. <br />
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I get it. <br />
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All too well, I understand what it's like to sit and do treatments, time sucking treatments, and still walk in and find my lung functions have dropped.<br />
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You're supposed to see positive results when you do what you're supposed to, right?<br />
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CF doesn't necessarily work that way! It Sucks!<br />
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There are many people with CF who deal with Depression and anxiety on top of all that CF gives them already.<br />
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I have spent my life telling people that I have CF, CF doesn't have me. I won't let it get in my way. I won't use it as an excuse. It's true! I believe all of that.<br />
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However, I also recognize that at some point I have to admit that there are limitations because of it. And that is HARD!<br />
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So, I guess that's where I'm at with the movie...all over the place. HA!<br />
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I liked it. It gave an okay representation of CF, but there was so much missed all at the same time...mainly because everyones CF story is so different. But I didn't hate it and I didn't feel like it made CF look like a breezy walk in the park.<br />
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If nothing else, I hope it helps people learn a little more about CF. I hope people that meet someone with CF will at least be able to say they've heard of it, and feel they can ask questions.<br />
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So, if you have questions, feel free to ask, I'm an open book.Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-78162811221691849112019-03-04T18:59:00.001-08:002019-03-04T18:59:40.998-08:00Thirty-five Percent...Do you ever get news that just sort of Rocks ya?<br />
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Not really in a good or a bad way...it just throws you for a loop?<br />
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Like, you were rolling along and all of a sudden you find something out and you're like, "Huh? Really? I never would've guessed that?"<br />
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I'm talking about news about yourself, by the way.<br />
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I feel like I once wrote a blog post that started very similar to this. That time it was news about stuff you had lived your life thinking could never happen, and then all of sudden you were told something was a possibility. That time I was talking about Dr. Eigen telling me that it may be possible for Chris and I to have a baby biologically. <br />
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This time, it's about my lung function...<br />
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At church on Sunday, we were ripping our tape measures, and mine started at 38.5, and ended with the normal life expectancy for a woman, of 81. This was supposed to show us how much "time" we potentially have left on this earth. We were to be thinking about what impact we want to have with the time we have left. How will we make the time we have left meaningful?<br />
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I sat there and looked at that tape measure and I paused...<br />
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Thirty-five percent<br />
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Maybe because I'm approaching 39 this year...<br />
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Maybe because I know that the median life expectancy for someone with CF is now 44 years old...<br />
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Maybe because that number is the lowest I've seen and I pray it was just a fluke...<br />
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Maybe because in some ways I feel like I'm in denial about that number and I tell myself I don't function there...<br />
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Something had to be wrong with that machine in December, right?<br />
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Maybe they didn't calibrate it that day?<br />
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I mean, do people with a lung function at that number work full time? Do they "test" in to the advanced workout group? Do they have 98% SpO2 saturations when checked, on room air oxygen? Do they go over a year without an exacerbation that lands them in the hospital or on Home IV? Do they work full time while they're on Home IV?<br />
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Do they?<br />
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I've always been somewhat of an exception to the rule when it comes to my CF.<br />
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If it works for others, a lot of times it doesn't for me.<br />
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I pride myself in not letting CF hold me back. I like that I can proudly and boldly say, "I have CF, it does NOT have me!"<br />
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I've been thinking about my life, or rather, my mortality, since that appointment in December. <br />
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The quality of it vs the quantity...<br />
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The meaningfulness of it all...<br />
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The changes I am facing so that I can have both quantity and quality...<br />
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I paused and I thought, am I looking at the right measure? Should I have ripped this sucker way further down than where I did?<br />
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Then I added 5 more centimeters because I remembered Chris and I are going together at 86 of Euthanasia.<br />
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Because thirty-five is just a number on a computer.Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-79920011667799859212016-01-16T11:16:00.000-08:002016-01-16T11:16:10.930-08:00I'm back!It's been a while...and I've missed you.<br />
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Apparently some of my friends have missed my blog too, because I mentioned it at one point on Facebook and they were all, "YES, please blog again!"<br />
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So here I am. <br />
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I'm not even going to try to update from the last time I blogged. It's been too long.<br />
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Life is good.<br />
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God is good.<br />
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And I'm excited to be back and see what 2016 brings us!Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-42395747073364666282014-03-13T07:35:00.001-07:002014-03-13T07:35:46.158-07:00It's been a year!<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">It's been a year.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">A year from the call that turned our world upside down.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">A year exactly, from the day we brought our sweet little Bert Gert home.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">It's been a year, since Chris became a Dad.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">It's been a year, since I became a Mom.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"> It's been a year!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">It seems like longer, but at the same time it seems like it was just yesterday.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Our lives have changed so dramatically.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I've learned a lot this past year. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Want to know the Number 1 thing I've learned?</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I still have NO clue what I'm doing as a Mom!!!!!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Yes, I know more now, than I did a year ago, but I still don't really know what I'm doing. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">And to be honest, I think it will always be like this to some degree ;0)</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Something I do know... </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I know how to be B.G.'s Mom. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I know what she's saying when she asks for "mulk", or for "takes", or tells me "I Paya'!" </span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I know that "Bubbles" means she wants to watch Bubble Guppies.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I know her favorite person in the world is her Papaw!</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">My heart skips a beat when she yells for the duckies and runs to our bedroom to get them. (I sincerely can't wait to get a call from her teacher that says, "B.G. told us her brother is, Sexy!?!?!?!?!")</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I am the proudest Momma on the planet when she prays aloud with us at night or at the table, says "Amen," and comes up to me at random times, grabs my leg, kisses it, looks up at me and says, "I yuv you!"</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">There will always be new things to learn and discover with her. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">We will always have moments that frustrate us, that drive me to run into the bathroom, shut the door, and pray that we can make it through the rest of the afternoon.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">We'll always be reinventing how our days look, because one moment she'll love something and the next she will want nothing to do with it.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">We'll constantly be growing into our roles, as Mommy and daughter (and Daddy for Chris), and what our family looks like. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">But the best part of this is that we will get to learn and grow and do all of these things together.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">It's been a year...</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">It's been a GREAT year, and we're so thankful we get to call ourselves a family! </span></span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-3760233735323429512013-09-06T06:56:00.001-07:002013-09-06T06:56:21.451-07:00Heavy Heart<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As usual, I got up this morning after my 4am treatment, turned on my phone and started my morning routine. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But this morning, instead of all the usual happy things hitting my facebook feed, I saw quite a few sad posts.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Posts that weren't from my friends...they were from friends of one of my Facebook friends.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The CF Community lost another precious life.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />I didn't really know him.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I never actually met him.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We never spoke outside of facebook.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But my heart hurts...</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">for him...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">for his family...</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">for his fiance...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">for the CF Community in general.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As I get older, now that I'm a wife and a Mom...my health and making it a priority is very different than it used to be.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And not that I never thought it wasn't a priority before, it certainly was.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I see things a bit differently now.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I probably shouldn't. </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I should have seen my health, and the things I do as being important for other reasons before.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I'll be honest. </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Before, I looked at what I did (or didn't do) to maintain my health as something that was only going to hurt me, no one else. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's true that my failing health would primarily hurt me, but secondarily it would hurt my parents, sister, brothers-in-law, sisters-in-law, nieces and nephews, husband, and now Bert Gert.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Recently I've been very intentional about doing everything I'm supposed to do.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Since my freshmen year in college (when I went in the hospital after getting UBER sick), I have been extremely purposeful about doing my treatments daily. It started at once a day for 30 minutes, then I bumped it up to twice a day...then my timer on my vest broke, so it was 45 minutes twice a day.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">If I was sick, or coughed a lot, I'd do it more. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I did my inhalers and my nebulizer treatments as well.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was diagnosed with CF related Diabetes my last year in college.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I've never been good at monitoring this. Partly because it really only seemed to be an issue when I was sick....and partly because, Seriously???? It's just one more thing to have to do.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So I've been very intentional now about taking my enzymes when I eat, and checking my blood sugars and taking insulin now. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm playing softball with a church Co-ed league, and I'm working out twice a week after school on top of that. I hope to increase this once I get used to that schedule to begin with. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm pretty much a HOT WET MESS...but I'm trying to work on that.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">In general, I don't feel bad. </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think I'm pretty "healthy" for a 33 year old living with CF.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I don't always do the best job at maintaining the best health for me. </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm trying hard.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I have to! </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Please don't misunderstand me...in no way do I mean to imply that Kyle didn't do what he was supposed to do, or should do to maintain his health.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I know he did.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">CF is a part time job to begin with. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And even when we do EVERYTHING, exactly right, and go above and beyond....</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We still get sick...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We still cough for a few hours during and after treatments (at times)...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We still have to go on IV medications...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We still have to go in the hospital at times...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And that SUCKS!!!!!!!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">There's nothing worse than feeling like you're on top of things, doing everything you're supposed to, trying your best in that moment, and finding that your Pft's have dropped.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">CF tries everyday to break us down.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">to suck the life out of us.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It never stops...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So we can't ever stop!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Dear Kyle,</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> I didn't know you personally...but we had a special connection that only people with CF have. We know personally the ups and downs of living with CF. Fighting every day. Fighting on the good days and fighting on the bad. Doing whatever we can to breathe a little easier, to put on a little weight, to live as normal a life as we can, in spite of all the abnormal things we deal with that others don't. I'm sad for you, that your new lungs didn't work out like you, I, and everyone in this special community hoped they would. I'm sad for your family, that they've lost someone so very precious to them. I'm sad for the CF Community, and that we have lost another wonderful member of our family. </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> At the same time, I'm so happy that you are now breathing easy. I'm so happy that a nasal cannula, nebulizer, percussion, FEV1, and a million other CF related things are no longer a part of you. I'm so happy that you now have the ability to do everything your gunk filled CF lungs tried to hold you back from.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Breathe easy my friend. Run, jump, dance, paint, enjoy the pure oxygen and deep, full breath of life that you now get to experience. Oh...and put in a good word with God, ask him to bring a cure fast.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Love,</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Holly</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To help find a cure for Cystic Fibrosis, please visit www.cff.org to make a donation. </span><br />
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Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-78545372772572682012013-06-25T14:08:00.001-07:002013-06-25T14:08:32.614-07:00Update our life as 5 (I include the ducks in that number)<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">As you can imagine...life has been a bit of fifty shades of Cra, since Bert Gert joined the fam.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I'll be honest, this hasn't been an easy transition, probably for all of us.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">But at the same time, because of meeting her before, and having visits, I think it was as good a transition as anyone could ever ask for. </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I don't know about Chris, but I would say the transition was probably harder on me than on B.G. We went from no kids, to a walking toddler....Yikes, how'd we do that?!?!?!?!?!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">But, she is an amazing girl, and I couldn't be happier to be her Mommy.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I haven't updated in a while because, well...</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">It seems like there's been so much that has been going on, but also it seems like there's not a whole lot new to tell you all at once.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We've been continuing to get used to life with a 17 month old. What that means for us as parents, and what that means for her as our daughter. </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I have to give MAJOR props to my super HOT HUSBAND! He is a SUPER HOT DAD too, and he's doing an AMAZING job! I couldn't have asked for a better partner in life, and I couldn't have asked for a better Dad to my children. We are most definitely a team, and as Brandon reminds us often, we are unstoppable.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So, the most recent news...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">At the beginning of June was supposed to be termination court.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Turns out it was scheduled for 1/2 a day, and not a full day...so they all went, but just to reschedule, and to schedule a mediation date.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Mediation means: We all (with attorneys) sit at a big table and say, here's what we are willing to offer you, and in return you (bio parents) sign over your rights.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Or so we originally thought.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Turns out, they don't sign over their rights, they just sign consents that B.G. can be adopted.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">SO...Chris and I decided not to offer anything at mediation.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Bio parents signed general consents anyway!!!!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">You're totally thinking this is a major Woo Hoo, right? </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">It sort-of is...</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Because this doesn't mean they've terminated rights...they still have parental rights.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Which means, we still have to ask permission to cut her hair, or take her out of the state, and they still have visits with her...until rights are terminated.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Rights won't technically be terminated now until the finalization of the adoption.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Which won't be until September at the earliest.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">However, CHINS (Child in need of services) court is scheduled for this coming Thursday, and because they signed consents at mediation, it is being petitioned that all services and visits be stopped.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We are working our way to finalization, but we still have a few roadblocks to get through.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So that's the update. Please keep praying for the whole situation. For B.G. and us with these (hopefully) last few visits, and that court on Thursday goes well. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Thanks friends and family!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"> </span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-21603656866200122822013-04-10T15:21:00.003-07:002013-04-10T15:21:23.377-07:00Right Now...<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I'm sitting in Starbucks, waiting on Bert Gert's family visit to get over, so we can go home and go to sleep.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I'm feeling so blessed to be this sweet baby girls Mom, for as long as God allows me to be.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I can't wait to pick her up and see her smiling and waving excitedly that I'm there.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I keep replaying in my head, when the supervisor came and got her, and she turned around, looked at me quizically, and then smiled and waved at me...her way of saying, "I'll miss you!"</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I'm hoping my HOT husband is feeling much better.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I can't wait for TOBI inhaled powder to go on the market so I can say "Good Riddance and good bye" to TOBI (via nebulizer) FOR-EV-ER!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I can't believe it's been almost a month that Bert Gert has been in our home.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I wish my HOT husband was here with me.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I'm glad it's Wednesday night and I only have 2 more days to work this week.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I'm thanking God...for the blessings in my life...and I'm recognizing that He is the one who has provided me with such a wonderful life.</span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-62248247412918275262013-03-15T17:41:00.001-07:002013-03-15T17:41:28.227-07:00Inquisitive minds want to know...Excited parents want to tell!<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">My HOT husband is the master at posting vague things on facebook.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I don't have a problem with this. Sometimes we both like to see what people will say and then we just chuckle in the background because NO ONE knows what's going on and it's driving them crazy (more specifically my Mom...tee hee)!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So anyways...Tuesday I posted a vague status of my own, and I tagged Chris in the post.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I'll be honest, "Drop your beads Frank, our prayers have been answered!" is the punch line to a joke. HA HA (said with the enthusiasm of the 'dramatic reading of a real break up letter' guy)</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">But the truth of the matter is that I did post that because prayers were most definitely (said with James Earl Jones voice) answered!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Many of you don't know, Chris and I were contacted in late October about a possible adoption opportunity. We've been in contact with some amazing people since then. They've been caring for a child in Department of Child Service's care, and the plan was changed to Adoption. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So...Chris and I started back at the beginning. We had to re-do all of our background checks, paperwork, home visit and home study in order to become Licensed Foster Parents.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Tuesday at 3:15 I was jammin' to some awesome 80's music on my way home when the phone rang. It was the DCS caseworker, and she dropped the bomb that Wednesday (yes the very next day...not even 24 hours later) at noon we would be picking up this sweet girl.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We met her for the first time in January and have spent some time with her since, so she isn't new to us...we aren't new to her. But being together 24/7 and learning how we all fit as a "family" is new for the 3 of us.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We call her our daughter, and refer to each other as Mom and Dad.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">"Bert Gert" is 14 months old, and is absolutely GORGEOUS!!!! </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We are so excited to have her home.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We won't go into details about what has led her to our home...I'll only say that her birth parents have made some decisions that have caused them to currently be unable to care for her. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We hope that they're able to learn from those decisions and do better in the future. DCS is willing to give them the chance. If things continue as they have, sometime between June and August we will be able to adopt her.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Oh, and because we are fostering to adopt (and aren't able to adopt immediately) we will not be posting pictures on facebook (DCS rules).</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So if you want to see her or meet her...I guess you'll have to schedule a visit (you come over unannounced and wake her from her nap and I will come at you like a spider monkey)!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Thank you for all of the prayers! Keep them coming.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Our greatest prayer is that God will be the number one director in "Bert Gert's" future. We know he has a plan for her life. We pray that future includes us...but if not, we pray that future is filled with love, happiness, safety and security for her. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Yep...I'm now a Mom!</span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-37059843677214481862013-03-05T07:50:00.002-08:002013-03-05T07:50:10.836-08:00You have WHAT for sale?<br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Sometimes I like to check out Craigslist to see what's for sale.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Sometimes I find some cool stuff...but more often I find some stuff that makes me question humanity. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Seriously??? Where do these people get this stuff?</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Or better yet, what made them EVER look at these items and think, "OH MY GOSH!!!! I HAVE to have that." And then they actually purchased it.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">And then there's the ones that have something pretty cool, but come on...there is NO way it's worth the price you put on it. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">So here are a few "gems" I've recently found for sale on Craigslist.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I'm starting our little treasure trove in the Antiques section:</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ This is a Hamilton Beach Shake Mixer...I think it's circa 1941 or so.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"> </span></span><img alt="" id="iwi" src="http://images.craigslist.org/3n73F53H65La5N45Fdd2ga0990ad92f591668.jpg" title="image 1" /><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">It's in great shape, I'll give them that. And apparently it still works. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">But good heavens, it's marked at $495.00</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Four HUNDRED and ninety-five dollars!!!!!!!!!! </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">The same person has a 1970 Hobart 5qt. mixer for sale for $1200. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">All I have to say is that those shakes and baked goods better taste like they came straight from heaven above if you're gonna spend that much money on the machines used to mix them up.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"> ~ Antique hand carved Chinese Oxbone Boat</span></span><br />
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<img alt="" id="iwi" src="http://images.craigslist.org/3E13Ga3Fe5Ld5Ne5F5d256e3aa9ea5e9d1d9f.jpg" title="image 1" /><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"> </span></span><img alt="" id="iwi" src="http://images.craigslist.org/3Ef3J83p55N85If5E7d2514567eba0219153e.jpg" title="image 3" /><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Now, I can appreciate the time that it took for someone to hand carve this boat...but I have to tell you, this ranks high up on my "That is the most hideous thing I have ever seen in my ENTIRE life" meter. Seriously...it's horribly ugly.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Want to know something that's even more hideous??? </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">The price tag on this baby is $2500.00! </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">And get this...the person selling it says in their description, "I don't really want to get rid of this, but I found out how much it's worth, so I decided to try and sell it."</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Heads up dude: You're getting your wish, because NO ONE I know would be willing to drop $2500 on this thing.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ WANT TO BUY!!!!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"A porcelain Buddha - will pay fair market value"</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Is there a market for porcelain Buddha statues? </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ Brass giraffes or camels</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">$150 each. There's no picture of these...I just can't imagine how awesome some brass giraffes or camels would have to be to spend $150 on them. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Let's move on down to "free" items</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ Free bread</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I kid you not, this is the very first entry when I clicked on "free". Hmmm....</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ Horse Manure</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I $#!* you not!!!!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ Toilet</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">No matter whether it's free or $500, putting someone's used toilet in my house creeps me out a bit.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ Free Art on your wall</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Before you see one of the pics this person posted. Please know that the idea behind this dude's reason for posting this is really pretty cool. But the "samples" he posted are UBER creeptastic...</span></span><br />
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<br /><img alt="" id="iwi" src="http://images.craigslist.org/3n33l83H65F55H15J8d2h069ee8a6dcce130f.jpg" title="image 1" /><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">See what I mean? </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"Oh look honey, just what we've been searching for. A dude with a bullet hole in his forehead for above the mantle." </span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Actually, now that I look at that closer, it may be a 3rd eye, not a bullet hole. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">THAT changes everything!</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Now let's take a gander at what people are looking to purchase:</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ Underwear or Panties????</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I truly don't know what to say about this.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I...</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ "I need somebody that knows how to do good tattoos"</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I guess if you're looking for "good tattoos" you can be pleasantly surprised should the tattoo turn out AWESOME! </span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ Newborn/Infant (for photo shoots...but still, it's a little funny to post that)</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ hot dog cart</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">~ Porkrind pellets (to use at home for a snack)</span></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">On second thought...I should've titled this post "Craigslist Creepers"</span></span><br />
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Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-58028078525467023182013-02-06T10:19:00.001-08:002013-02-06T10:19:15.700-08:00<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">There's been a lot happening in the Elliott home this past month.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">I'm not quite ready to post about it all yet.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">Today I want to brag!!!!!</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">Any time I mention my HOT husband, I always make it a point to mention how HOT he is, and that I have the best husband in the world. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">But truth is, I don't think you all realize just how wonderful he really and truly is.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">There's a lot I could say about him...I could go on and on and on and on...about him.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">For our one year dating anniversary I made him a book of 365 Reasons why I love him. That was from just 1 year of dating...this October we'll have been married for 9 years, and we dated 4 years before we said I do! </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">That means there are at least 4,748 reasons why I love him up to now!</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">Good gravy, that's almost unfathomable that someone could have that many reasons to love just one person.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">But I do!</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">One of the reasons I love Chris is because he treats me like the Pretty Pretty Princess that I am. ;0)</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">Chris opens doors for me, he always has me walk in first, he admits when he's wrong, and he tells me he's proud of me and loves me. He always treats me with respect and listens to me (even when my story lasts longer than he'd like).</span></span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">Another reason why I love Chris so much is because he works hard for our family.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">This may sound kind of generic to some people...but he really and truly does.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">Not all men have the work ethic that Chris does. Not all men put their family first and make it a point to show up for work on time, every day, and give 200% (even when they don't feel like it). But he does!</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">He does it because he wants to provide for our family.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">He wants to give us not just the things we need, but the things we want as well.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">He does it, not because he's the man of the house and feels like it's his responsibility, but because he sees my needs and our families needs and he wants to be the one to provide for us.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">I am SO extremely proud of my husband.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">He is an honest, hardworking, responsible, HOT man, spiritual leader of our house, and amazing husband (and one day Dad).</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">I love you Husband!</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">Thanks for all you do! </span></span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-25557820392778139792013-01-02T09:41:00.000-08:002013-01-02T09:41:01.890-08:002012 Hopes Update and 2013 Hopes<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">A new year has begun...and that means it's time to update you on my 2012 Hopes and tell you what my Hopes for 2013 are.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I'm going to be honest with you, I'm not so uber excited to see my progress for the 2012 Hopes. I'm pretty sure I didn't quite fulfill any of them 100%...but I do feel like there was quite a few things that happened this year that may have kept me from hitting the mark on all my Hopes, but were most definitely worth it. I'll list them after the update.</span><br />
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<span style="color: blue; font-family: Georgia;">*Updates will be in blue ;0)</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia;"><strong><u><span style="font-size: large;">Holly's 2012 Hopes<o:p></o:p></span></u></strong></span></span><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">*I've listed the ones that aren't
really capable of being measured first...because let's face it. These will
always be on my hopes list, and are things I will continue to strive to make
better.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I want to continue working on being the best wife,
“maschia” to the ducks, daughter, sister, granddaughter, aunt, friend, etc as I
can be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There’s always room for
improvement ;0)<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br /><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I want to continue to work/focus
on my marriage. Every relationship in our lives requires work for it to
continue to progress. The most important relationship to me, aside from my
relationship with God, is my relationship with my husband. He and I share our
lives together, now and forever, and in order for our life together to maintain
it's yee-ness (I'll explain yee at another point if you don't understand this
terminology) we will always have to work on it. Go Team Elliott!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I would like to continue working on my faith and my
relationship with God.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s very easy to
become overwhelmed and let the stresses of life overcome and overshadow the
things that we really need to focus on.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> But if
we make it a point to grow in our relationship with God we are better equipped
to handle those life stressors. It doesn't mean we won't have frustrations and
trials, it just means we'll have the best resource (God) available to us to help
us through those rought patches.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="color: blue;">~ I'm going to do an update on all of the above in one paragraph, because as said before, they're not really measurable. As always I feel like there are areas for improvement, but all in all, I think this year I became closer to my husband and to God. As well as many other family members and friends.</span> </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I am going to work on not letting other peoples issues
become my own.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I feel like there are
certain situations in my life that I could have easily been sucked into the
middle of, when in all honesty, it doesn’t have to do with me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m not one of the key players in the
situation, and I’ve<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>tried very hard to
not let the issues of those close to me, that are key players in the situation,
become my issues.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s difficult…because
when it comes to those I love, I want to go to battle for them, but I
can’t.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I just can’t.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And I can’t let their issues become mine, and
I can’t let their issues eat at me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s
not healthy for me, and it drags down those around me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">~ This just makes me giggle...because to be perfectly honest, this specific hope is in relation to a specific situation that is continually happening. I've stayed out of the middle of it, so as far as that goes, I've hit the mark on this one...but it is a struggle. I think this is something I'll always have to work on. And thankfully I have wonderful family and friends who are aware of the situation and who can support me and help me to maintain my stance.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I want to increase my <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">random</i> acts of encouragement.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know this was on my hopes list from last
year…but I focused on some of my other hopes more than I did this one.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So here it is again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I want to do at least one random act of
encouragement a month.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> And I fully understand
how odd that seems, like I'm planning out a random act of kindness. But
here's where the randomness comes in: I will intentionally, once a month,
seek some quiet time with God and ask him to put someone on my heart that I can
help encourage. It may not be random from God's point of view, because he
knows what's going on with that specific person...but I don't. All I know is
that God loves that person in my life so much that He's showing them His love
and encouragement through the words I have to say to
them. </span><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">~ I did really well at this, at the beginning of the year. I was very purposeful for the first months about spending time in prayer about who I could encourage. But life happened, and that just kind of fell off. There are times that I encouraged someone without realizing in the moment that I had done so. So I'm gonna consider this a win. I think I put too much pressure on myself for this one at the beginning. Honestly, encouragement isn't something you can force.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I want to donate my time or resources to a local
organization at least once a month.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Most
likely (knowing me and how busy our calendar can get and how fast it fills up)
it will more than likely be resources that are donated.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;">~ This worked out the first few months and then life happened and things got crazy (as they always do). I still would like to be able to donate more of my time and energy to helping others. But I think I need to do it as it comes as opposed to forcing it to happen.</span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span><o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I want to be better this year at doing Menu plans.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Last year started off good and trailed off
there toward the end, with no menu planning being done the last few months.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Chris and I are very good about budgeting,
but food is our weakness and we’re very easily talked into forgoing all that’s
in our fridge to go out to eat.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This
isn’t always a bad thing, but we just need to discipline ourselves to use more
of our “go out to eat” money for grocery money.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Since I get home around 3pm every<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>day it’s easier to make food at home...not like when we both got home
around 6 and neither of us wanted to spend an hour in the kitchen making
something, when we were starving right then and there.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>How I plan to get myself in this discipline,
I don’t know (suggestions welcome), but I definitely need to do
so.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">~ 2011 repeated itself here. I do think it was a smidge better, but not a whole lot. I think I need to come up with a list of things we love, and maybe a few new things each month, and just rotate meals. I DREAD menu planning for the simple fact that I want to make things we'll like, but I don't want to eat the same things all the time. We've tried so many new things over the past two years that I really feel that there should be enough varieties of recipes that I should be able to come up with a list to go off of.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ So last year my goal was to finish Scrapping 2010
before starting on 2011…granted I strayed a smidge from this as I did start on
2011 before completely finishing 2010…but I did keep my word and finished 2010
instead of just dropping it completely once I started 2011.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>SO…this year I have a new Scrapbooking
goal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I want to finish 2011, get at
least half of 2012 done, and get a little bit of 2009 done too…YIKES!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That’s a big goal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But I do have a plan for getting this
done.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Each month I plan to get 1-2
months from 2011 scrapped.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Some months
had more going on than others, so if I encounter a long month to scrap…I’ll just
do it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If the next couple months are
small scrap sections then I’ll do both.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I already have January and February of 2011 scrapped, so I’m currently a
smidge ahead of the game (well, as far as 2011 goes) so I should be able to
finish 2011 earlier in the year than December 30<sup><span style="font-size: x-small;">th</span></sup> ;0) and get more
than 2 months of 2012 done by the time 2013 is here.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Depending on how this goes, I may even up
this monthly goal to include the month prior to’s scrapping, meaning in February
I’ll work on January from 2012 as well as a month or two of 2011.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This would obviously make it easier to get
caught up but may be a little over zealous.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>My scrap retreats could be time focused on 2009.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I do have some stuff scrapped from then
already, but at the moment I don’t know how much is done and how much I have
left, so who knows how long it will take to catch up on it, but at least I’ll be
working on things that are sitting in a bag in the closet just screaming to be
put in an album. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Wish me luck…this is I
think the biggest measurable challenge I’ve given
myself.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: blue;">~ This is the easiest hope to update, because it's the most measurable. I didn't meet this goal...but I feel like I could have if other things hadn't come in to play. Let me explain...</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: blue;">I got through August of 2011 scrapped and May of 2012 scrapped, which that in and of itself is HUGE, in comparison to years before. On top of that I started Scrapping4Adoption. I finished a 20 page album for a friend and have done 25 pages on another friends album for Scrapping4Adoption. I'm so happy to be able to do this to raise money to help with our adoption, and I LOVE putting an album together for a friend, but the truth is that doing these albums did take some time away that I would have worked on mine. So I don't count this against my Hope...and I honestly feel like this was a pretty big win for the year.</span> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ Last year my Blogging hope was to blog once a week…go
ahead and chuckle, it is humorous.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This
year my hope is to simply blog…just kidding ;0).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am going to be much more manageable with my
hope for blogging this year and say at least twice a month.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can do that, right?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Once every two weeks…that’s manageable,
isn’t it?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>YES…yes it is!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can do
it.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;">~ 7/12 months I did 2 posts...not great, but not so bad, right?</span><br />
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<br /><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So there you have it...</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I think the number one thing that happened this year that was HUGE in our lives and had the most impact in my available time was starting the Adoption process. Paperwork was my life over my Summer Break this year. I feel like it's a good enough excuse for slacking a bit ;0)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I want to continue working on being the best wife, “maschia” to the ducks, daughter, sister, granddaughter, aunt, friend, etc as I can be. AND hopefully, to be the best Mommy I can be. ;0)<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br /><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">~ I want to continue to work/focus on my marriage. Go Team Elliott!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I would like to continue working on my faith and my relationship with God.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I am going to continue to work on not letting other peoples issues become my own.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ This year I really want to focus on my health. I'm 32 years old, and as far as I'm concerned, I'm pretty healthy for someone living with CF...but I know there are ways that I can tend to slack with my health. I don't exercise, I don't always take my enzymes, I'm not always good about checking my blood sugar and taking insulin. So I really, REALLY want to make these things a HUGE priority this year. I don't have a plan for the exercising right now...mainly just that I need to actually do something (even if it's just 10 minutes 3 times a week). </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I want to work on my menu planning and more specifically, putting together the list of recipes we LOVE. I think this will really help me with being more organized with my menu planning and maybe I won't dread doing it so much.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">~ I'm going big again for my Scrapbooking goal this year. I want to finish 2011, 2012, stay up to date with 2013 and work some on 2009 (or just older stuff in general). This year I did take some time to go through all of the things I have in tubs/boxes/bins from years ago that need scrapped and I got them all organized. This will help as I move forward with catching up on these things because I know just how much I have to scrap from each year. Some years it's a little, and some years it's alot...but either way I think it will make things more manageable. I also want to finish the 2 albums I have for Scrapping4Adoption by the end of January. Woo...here we go.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: magenta;">Feel free to check in with me as the year progresses. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">~ Even when I have less people to buy Christmas presents for, I still find myself frantically searching for at least one gift at the last minute.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">~ "While You Were Sleeping" by Casting Crowns is one of my all time favorite songs...Christmas time or not.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">~ My Dad is the most amazing Dad in the world!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">~ I don't like Chris to say "Hey Jack" to me. #duckdynasty</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">~ People who have never been through the adoption process and/or have the capability of having children biologically, have NO idea how hurtful their words can be to people like me.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">~ After 8 years + of marriage, Chris still doesn't really like old stuff (thankfully he doesn't consider me "old").</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">~ My Pulmonologist LOVES me (he told me so)...I love him too (that part I already knew).</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">~ The school staff needs Christmas Break (and every other break we get) more than any of the students do. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">~ My God is bigger than any problem I will ever have...I have to remind myself of this Every single day!</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;"> </span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-58004828591051975832012-11-29T07:33:00.001-08:002012-11-29T07:33:14.312-08:00WINNER!!!!<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Okay, I didn't really win the lottery (I don't even play)...</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">And I realize that there's a lot of not so great things that can come from winning the lottery...but barring all of those bad things happening, if I had won the lottery, here's the positive side of what I would do.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">After taxes it was what, a mere 385 million payout (just enough to live off of for a lifetime)...</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">1. Tithe 10% = 38.5 million, but I'll round that puppy up to 40 million (God's blessed us quite a bit, I'd probably give WAY more than that actually). Crosspoint's permanent home will be built (you're welcome all you peeps on the load-in and load-out teams).</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">2. I'd give a good chunk to the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation...I'm thinking that would help with making the life sustaining drugs and help find a cure for sure. Because there would be so much funding behind the drugs, it would decrease their cost for the consumer (BONUS) so they wouldn't be the most expensive drugs EVER!!!! You're welcome CF peeps.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">3. Our adoption would be funded, and our non-profit organization to help others fund their adoptions would be funded as well.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">4. The Red Barn Retreat would be built and up and running. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">5. I would put in the rest of the new windows on the house, finish our basement, and add an awesome master suite, complete with HUGE walk-in closet, full bathroom with walk in shower, a scrapbook room for me, and a dj room for Chris with more speakers than he could possibly imagine (this room will also be sound proof ;0) ).</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">6. I would buy us new cars. 4 of them to be exact. 2 practical cars for every day use. A mustang for my Hot Husband, and a corvette for me ;0)</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">7. I'd buy a new refrigerator...because I <u>HATE</u> the one I have. Goodbye 1983 model with immovable shelves! You know what, I'd probably replace all my appliances...and my kitchen.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">8. I'd pay off the house and student loans.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">9. Our parents, siblings, nieces and nephews would probably get some nice swag!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">10. Chris and I would go on some AMAZING vacations!!!! We may take some friends and family along for the fun.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">11. I would go to the Container store...I'd probably buy some stuff ;0) Currently Chris won't allow me to go to that store. This isn't him being mean, he just knows my illogical LOVE for organizational supplies and is aware that sending me into this place would be like putting a crack whore in a room with all the drugs for the taking. Come to think of it, he may be even more opposed to me going to the Container store if we'd won the lottery... </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">12. I'd probably still work, but it would be part time...I'd spend the rest of the time doing (insert Napoleon Dynamite here) whatever I want to do...GOSH!</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">But most of all, first and foremost, I would thank God for the amazing blessing of always providing for us....and giving us so much more than we could ever imagine.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span></span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-69392762760865615872012-11-13T13:55:00.001-08:002012-11-13T13:55:40.635-08:0065 Roses Adult Prom<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">It's funny how life can make a near complete circle at times...at least when it comes to people you've encountered.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">This past weekend we held the first annual 65 Roses Adult Prom (a fundraiser to raise money for Cystic Fibrosis). </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">*Note: In case you didn't know this, many children (and adults, I'm sure, too) have a difficult time pronouncing Cystic Fibrosis, and it comes out sounding like 65 Roses. There's your little, "you learn something new every day" fact...you're welcome ;0)</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">July 2011 I was sitting at the entrance to my garage, with my lovely little sister, reading my facebook feed when I was invited to an event to raise money for super cute Boston. I click, I start reading, I'm curious because I do not recognize the name of the person that invited me AT ALL. Come to find out, MY high school junior prom date is Boston's Dad, and Boston was diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So I immediately sent Josh a message to let him know that if there's anything they need or if they want someone to talk to (who lives out life with CF every stinkin day) to definitely hit me up.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Schedules got in the way but we were all finally able to get together in December. We had a lovely dinner at Applebee's and chatted for hours...and so began the reconnect for he and I, my hot husbands new found friendship with Josh, and my new found friendship with his amazing wife Ashley.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Fast forward to this summer, and Josh and Ashley call us up and are all, "We want to do an adult prom to raise moolah for CF. AND we want you two in on the planning of it. Oh yeah, and we have like 3 months to plan it!" </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Our hard work paid off. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Prom went off smashingly, and we had around 125 people show up, eat, dance, take silly pics, and raise money to help make CF stand for Cure Found!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We completely spaced and didn't recreate the prom photo of Josh and I from Junior Prom (Ashley and I are kicking ourselves for that one). Next time, FO SHO!!!!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">But as much fun as Junior prom was, I must say, I enjoyed my Adult Prom date a whole lot more (sorry Josh, NO ONE can compare to Chris)!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Josh informed me yesterday that although I didn't win prom Queen, I did win Prom Princess. I didn't get a crown, but an excerpt from my last blog post was the whole inside of the prom program (next to a pic of Boston, my friend Dawn, and one of me), so I do feel a bit special. I can live without the crown I guess (at least for this year) ;0)</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia; font-size: xx-small;">*A special thanks to Claire Olvey Photography and Jen D with Budget Florist for being so tremendously awesome and donating your time, energy and services to the prom. Your support means the world to me. Mwah!</span><br />
Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-67422173805870276892012-09-23T15:22:00.004-07:002012-09-23T15:22:58.806-07:00Saltiness is Good!<div class="heading passage-class-0">
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">But this morning at church, one of the scripture passages kind of got to me, and I felt like I had something to say about it.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">This blog post is of course intended for all my readers (thanks Mom and Heather), but more specifically for my friends with/or who live with CF on a daily basis. </span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I would consider myself a pretty upbeat person. I don't tend to let my CF get me down too often. </span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I mean, don't get me wrong, I have my days. </span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">When I cough for 4 hours straight and can't seem to get the bronchospasms to stop no matter what I do... </span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">3 percussion sessions in a row with the vest at night and 2 cough drops later, and I'm finally able to go back to sleep, just to have my alarm clock go off in 30 minutes to do my morning treatments...you can't blame me for letting my frustrations with it get to me.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I usually spend that ENTIRE time praying to God, just asking him to take the bronchospasms away and let me sleep. </span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">He does, though it may not be in the timing I want him to, He does answer.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Sometimes it makes me question why I had to be one of the 30,000 children and young adults in America that are living with this disease. </span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Trust me, I was diagnosed at 5 days old, have lived with CF my whole life, I know what living with CF is. </span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And as much as I hate the ups and downs of CF, I wouldn't wish it on anyone.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">To be perfectly honest, as much as I hate the ups and downs of CF, I would gladly take on all the CF in the world if it meant no one else had to deal with it ever again.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I have NO concept of what my life would be like without CF in it.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So while I've accepted what I was handed when I was born, and most days I roll with the punches, and on those off days I know that it's just one bad day in a sea of more good days right now...sometimes I still question, "Why me?" Or for that matter, "Why me and all the other great people in my life affected by CF?"</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And then Crosspoint happens...and out of nowhere (or so it would seem to me) just what I need to hear is said from the stage.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So...for me and all the other people living with CF (whether personally, or dealing with it via a family member, friend, spouse, whatever)...I hope this passage helps you, like it helped me today.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">There are some groups of people that believe the reason a person is born with some type of affliction, disease, whatever, is because of past sins in their lives.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Some believe that if you have a disease or some "blemish" you can't do certain things, or hold certain status, or have certain jobs.</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I've never believed any of that. To be honest I think that's just more of Satan's lies meant to push us down. </span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So when I saw this passage on the screen this morning, and I sat back and read it, I thought, "This just gives me further proof, in a way, that God created me just as I am. He gave me purpose, even within my disease, and gosh darn it, he thinks I'm pretty special."</span></div>
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Now, I don't believe this passage is about people with CF specifically. I don't think if there's a cure for CF that we're goign to "end up in the garbage."</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">But I can't help but think that it's interesting that people with CF are a little extra salty...</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And God says we are here to be the salt-seasoning that brings out the God-flavors of this earth.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">There are plenty of other people who can bring out the saltiness for God, CF or not.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">But I guess when I read a passage that talks about saltiness, and I'm a salty girl, and I've had a few days of extra coughing, and trying to figure out what the purpose of me dealing with this disease is, it kind of feels like it's been written just for me.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">"Hey Holly, Let me tell you why you are here. You're here to be the salt-seasoning (literally, tee hee) that brings out the God-flavors of this earth. If you lose your saltiness, how will people taste godliness?"</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">CF makes me salty, and I'm here to be the salt-seasoning that brings out the God-flavors of this earth. </span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And maybe God gave me CF because through it I can show others his love, his faithfulness, his grace, his blessings. Because in spite of my CF, I can see all of those things that God is.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Maybe the salt crystals on my forehead when I sweat are supposed to be a physical reminder to me that I am here for a bigger reason. </span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Maybe God recognized that while I live and breathe with a little more difficulty than everyone else, I could show Him to others in a way that maybe someone who isn't quite so salty (in the same way as I am) couldn't.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So as a reminder to me, and to all my CF peeps...</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">God made us this way on purpose.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We are meant to be salty.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We are meant to show our saltiness to others.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Matt-5-14-Matt-5-16"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And we are meant to be the salt-seasoning that brings out the God flavors of this earth.</span></span></div>
Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-65188151576777626272012-09-10T14:43:00.003-07:002012-09-10T14:43:24.671-07:00We're getting closer...<div align="left" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;">Many of you know we've been in kind of a holding pattern with our Adoption process.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;">Holding pattern may not be the right word...we've purposely been holding off on signing off on our Homestudy. It was approved and once we sign off on it and pay our next fee we will be active.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;">We were holding off not because we didn't want to go active...we were waiting to raise some more money so we don't fully deplete all of our savings (we're very financially conscious in our house...which sounds sort of silly if you know how expensive adoption is).</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;">This past weekend we had a garage sale and raised $700 more for our adoption fund. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="color: purple; font-family: Lucida Calligraphy Italic; font-size: small;">Chris and I both feel we should wait until after our next pay day before we sign the next check.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;"> You have no idea how hard it can be to write that huge of a check and hand it over... we are SO excited for where it's taking us, but like any big amount of money that leaves your bank account (no matter what it's for) it can kind of make you nauseous when you first hand it over.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;">So, I can safely say that we will be active this month..and I will for sure let you all know the day our faces show up on the website ;0) * We'll be looking for them as soon as that check makes it to the agency.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;">Thank you for supporting us. Whether it's been financially or by prayer. We are without a doubt so thankful and blessed to have every single one of you supporting us along this crazy journey. </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;">1. Praying for us and our adoption journey. Once we go active we can begin applying for grants and funding. We're also looking into some other fundraising opportunities (school starting has slowed down my pursuance of these opportunities, but now that I've gotten back into the school routine I can begin this process again). We'll keep you updated on all of this information as we know more.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;">2. Praying for our Birth Mom. We still don't know her yet, but odds are she could be pregnant now, and may be debating between keeping the baby or not (and I don't necessarily mean parenting vs. adoption here). We know God will bring us the perfect child for us, and it will be in his timing...we want that birth mom to be bathed in love and prayers from us and our family and friends. Please join Chris and I in praying for a woman that we don't even know yet, a woman who is facing some tough decisions, and the future of a baby who is already loved by so many.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: small;">3. Pray that we don't go crazy waiting to find out if we've been picked after we go active. Chris said to me not too long ago, "I'm not gonna lie, if we don't get picked soon after we go active, I'm gonna be kind of upset. Because we're pretty awesome!" I don't disagree with him. Again, we know things will happen in His timing, but that doesn't make it any easier when we have wants/expectations for our timing.</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Lucida Calligraphy Italic; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">4. Check in with us periodically. Once we go active, it could be days, weeks, or months before we get picked...and so I may not have updates to post very often. Checking in with us, not only reminds us that we still have that support from our friends and family, but it helps us to remember to check in with the agency every once in a while too.</span> </span></div>
Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-43313954529637134112012-08-23T13:45:00.003-07:002012-08-23T13:45:46.469-07:00Arteriosclerosis I do NOT have!<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Today's been one of those days that stretches my faith. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Sometimes it's hard to believe in the decency of God's people when you encounter those who, by the way they treat you, make it clear that they are not people of God. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I may not always be in the happiest of moods, I may have a bad day or be frustrated, but I hope I never make another person feel the way I was made to feel today, or speak to another person the way I was spoken to. And if I ever do, I hope I have the decency to tell them that I was wrong in doing so, apologize, and tell them that in no way did they ever deserve for me to treat them like they were nothing.</span> <br />
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Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-84888906479982317362012-08-15T15:03:00.003-07:002012-08-15T15:03:34.327-07:00Update on the process<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I'm sorry it took me a few weeks to update you on our Home Visit...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Today was the first day of School (for students, I've been back in my office a few days), so I've been a smidge busy getting the end of summer tied up, hobbling along on my still healing foot, and getting prepared for the start of another school year.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Our home visit went well.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We answered the same questions we'd already answered twice, AGAIN.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Chris gave her a tour of our home (I wasn't walking very well yet when she came).</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">It was nothing like we were expecting...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I mean, they told us they weren't going to come in wearing a white glove and check for dust on furniture.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And to be honest, with my undiagnosed OCD, I (Chris does a great job as well) keep the house picked up pretty well.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">But, Chris said she didn't even step off the last step when he showed her the basement, and she barely set one foot into each room when he took her down the hall.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Now, I know we have no major safety concerns going on in our house. I didn't worry that she was going to walk in and say, "OH my gosh, there is no way on earth I'm going to permit a child in this home." But I figured she'd at least walk into the rooms and look around a bit. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Whatever, it's done, it went well, and as of last Friday we received an email that our whole Home study was approved!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">WOO HOO!!!!!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">What does that mean?</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">It means that once we get our last few background checks done, and turn in those papers, sign off on the home study and send in a check, we are active.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Active = our biography (which turned out SUPER CUTE by the way) will be shown to possible birth moms.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And then we'll get picked...hopefully soon.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Let's face it, we're pretty awesome. How could we not get picked soon? ;0)</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So that's the scoop.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Please continue to pray...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">1. Us: We know a lot of people who have gone through this process. We know it can have ups and downs, and the waiting part can be one of the hardest parts. And we know that some parts of the process can strain a relationship. So just pray for us and the continued process to go smoothly, with as few bumps as possible.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">2. The birth mom: Again, we don't know her yet, and she may just be finding out she's pregnant, or she may have been struggling with this decision for a while. Whatever the case may be, we know that God is present in the situation, even if she isn't aware of his presence.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">3. That God will continue to provide the money to help us fund our adoption. We are being very choosey about what we say we will do/be a part of/spend money on right now. We know we have to tighten our budget some, and we know God will provide for what we need. We have some fun(d)-raisers coming up soon, and I'll let you know as those approach what they are...but until then, I'm still scrapbooking to raise money, and I'm still willing to do other crafty projects for people as well. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;"> I'll try to keep you updated as soon as we go active.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Thanks for all of your support.</span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-91463147442546620402012-07-31T08:49:00.003-07:002012-07-31T08:49:27.785-07:00Where we're at...<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">We've been super busy the past few months getting ready for our home visit. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Most all the paperwork we had to fill out is in...just waiting on a few extra pieces of info.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Our home visit is tomorrow morning at 8:30am.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I shouldn't be nervous...but I'm not gonna lie, I am a little. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">After my recent foot injury I haven't been up and moving as fast as I usually am, and as I want. So I haven't been able to get all the things done that I want too.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">No matter, it will go great. Our house is never really that messy (thanks to my OCD), and Mom came over and helped me clean yesterday.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So that's the update. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">They said 4-6 weeks after our home visit is when the home study is usually finished and approved. At that point they will start showing our profile/biography to birth moms.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I'll probably have more to update you on then.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Please pray for us tomorrow morning as we answer questions we've already anwered and as we have our house looked at to make sure it's safe for a baby.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Again, thanks for all of your support. Chris and I are so blessed.</span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-86585539089678020782012-05-31T14:18:00.000-07:002012-05-31T14:18:08.382-07:00BIG News!<span style="color: magenta;">I know it's been a while since I've written a post...but I've been waiting for a reason.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">Chris and I have been married 7 1/2 years...and they've been the best 7 1/2 years of my life.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">We've had ups and downs, and all the in betweens. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">And we've weathered each of those storms together.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">Last October we began looking into expanding our family through adoption. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">We attended an information meeting at a local agency...and to say we were completely overwhelmed after leaving would be an understatement. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">The next day I had an appointment with my Pulmonologist. I was telling him about our meeting the day before. He dropped the bombshell I had never expected. He asked if we'd thought of having kids biologically. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">This was never on my/our radar. My entire life I thought this wasn't something that would be recommended for me.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">We talked about it, we had some tests done, we met with Dr. Eigen again...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">He told me I'm not sick enough to say no, and I'm not well enough to say yes. He will support us no matter what we decide.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">There was a grief process I had to go through after that meeting. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">You see I had always thought it wasn't an option...then it was put on the table...then it was half way taken away again.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">All the dreams I have for being a Mom...I don't want those to be lost because I'm too sick to do them, or not even here to share them with Chris and our child.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">So we decided that adoption was the right route for us.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">Chris and I signed with an adoption agency a few weeks ago.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">We are very excited, nervous, scared, etc...to start this process.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">Currently we're sorting through the mounds of paperwork we have to fill out. In July we'll have our first interview and Home Study class. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">August will most likely be our in home study, and as long as that comes back fabulous then we'll be active.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">There are a lot of steps to the process and as nervous as we are right now, we hope the process goes as smoothly as possible.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">I'm sure you'll have questions...feel free to ask.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">Right now, if you want to help us, here's how:</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">1. Above all else, please pray for us as we're going through this process. We still have a lot of things to learn. Pray for us to not be overwhelmed by all the information thrown at us. That we can get everything (paperwork, changes to the house, etc) done when it all needs to be done. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">2. Pray for the Birth Mom...obviously we don't know her...it's possible she's not even pregnant yet. But pray for her and her baby...that she would know how strong she is for carrying this baby and the baby would be the perfect baby for us.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">3. Chris and I are going to be looking at our finances and finding places we can save money for this adoption. The truth is that adoption is not cheap. Please realize that there may be times we have to say no to things because we're working toward expanding our family. I'm looking for ideas of things to make and sell to help with the baby fund. Right now, if you know of anyone who is wanting a personalized scrapbook done, I'm offering up my talents ;0) I'm a pretty crafty person so if you've seen something on Pinterest or in a magazine that you like but aren't sure if you want to try and make it, or you don't have the time to do so, I'm willing to give it a go ;0)</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">Thank you for your support ahead of time. Chris and I know how awesome our friends and families are...and we know that you'll be behind us 100%.</span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-46003843434475440072012-04-25T15:34:00.002-07:002012-04-25T15:34:35.193-07:00Fun Stuff<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Just thought I'd post a few fun things that we've been up to this month!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I can't believe April is already almost over. This is when the busy part of our year starts...and to be honest, it really doesn't slow down until about January 1st the next year. Good gracious.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Spring Break was the first week in April.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We went to Madison for a few days and hung with D&K.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">When we got home we did some work around the house.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I visited my Pookster and FINALLY got to meet Alli and Ben</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Roommates and Wombmates! (Yes, this will be the title for the scrapbook page) ;0)</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">We spent two whole days working on our front flower bed. Now we know why we put it off so long. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">The ducks helped...by help I mean they sat there (inside) and looked gorgeous:</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Go Husband:</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Lots of digging:</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">For those of you wondering...NO, we are not available for hire. If something ever happens to the flower bed we will pay for it to be redone. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">By far...I think my favorite April event was celebrating Chris and his Birthday.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">After all, life just wouldn't be the same if he wasn't ever born.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">SUPER HOT HUSBAND!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">So, I did something festive that I found on pinterest (woo hoo, all those hours of pinning are not for nothing).</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Chris turned 32, so I did 32 balloons and attached to them were 32 pictures of memories we wouldn't have ever had together if he was never born.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">He LOVED it...but I think he loved the turn tables I got him more ;0)</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I love my hubby!</span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-23762704338943198192012-03-23T13:05:00.000-07:002012-03-23T13:05:36.971-07:00Deep thoughts by Holly<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I was driving home the other day, top down (on the car), listening to the radio, sun shining down, cool breeze tangling up my hair...when for some odd unknown reason it hit me...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">This would be how my movie would end.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">No, there are no ambitious film makers out there just knocking on my door to make a movie about my life.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">But if there was.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">If there was a movie about me.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">That's how the movie would end. Or at least that's how I would want it to end.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I've always said I won't die of CF...it's not going to be the reason I leave this earth. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Sorry, it's just not! (Who exactly I'm apologizing to there, I don't know. Maybe CF in general...)</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And Chris and I have decided that we are both going to die at 86 of euthanasia.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">In my head though, I pictured me driving my convertible, top down, hair gracefully blowing in the wind (there will be no tangling, because that just doesn't happen in movies) and some lovely melody (or Ludacris) playing in the background, with a closing monologue about how I left the earth gracefully.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And then later I was home, turning off the lights in the office/scrap room and had ALL kinds of scrapbook stuff just hanging out on the desk, floor, etc...and it hit me again.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I wonder if this is how the room would look like when someone returns to my home afterwards!?!?!?! </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Of course then I remembered how OCD I am and figured probably not. But I guess it could.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And will someone really ever look at these scrapbooks I've done?</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">To be perfectly honest, I haven't the foggiest idea why I would be thinking about such a morbid topic.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">There's no real point to this post, or deep meaning.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I just wonder if anyone else has these crazy thoughts run through their head.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Or is it just me...that I'm somehow morbidly interested in how my life would be perceived at the end, and how someone might choose to "end scene."</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">What would your life movie look like?</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Who would play you?</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">How would your movie end?</span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331652315821108014.post-10285239994665546512012-02-29T15:12:00.000-08:002012-02-29T15:12:43.803-08:00"I could make that!"<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">So whenever my sister and Mom and I go to a craft show or we're in a store, there's one phrase that is inevitably uttered from one or all three of our mouths.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">"I could make that!"</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">And we could. We just haven't...yet.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I've become obsessed with Pinterest!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Seriously...there's so many great ideas on there. </span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">O'Connell Creations needs to be relaunched because I believe we will become millionaires selling what we can make from Pinterest.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Ummm...I guess that would involve actually <em>making</em> the things we find on Pinterest...but it could happen.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">Tonight I'm trying out a recipe I found on Pinterest. And my next menu plan is going to be based entirely off of recipes I've found on Pinterest.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I do plan on making many of the household cleaning agents that I've found recipes for.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I haven't had any mod podge for crafting in years...and good gracious, it's so expensive to buy, so I do plan on making that.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I have a million of old t-shirts just waiting to be made into scarves or something super festive I've found a tutorial on.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I can't wait to get our front porch built and the back patio done so I can make the really neat porch swing and outdoor benches.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I've found some really neat ideas for decorating the Red Barn Retreat.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">When Chris and I decide to add to our family, there's some really cute baby ideas I've found. Or I can just use them for my neices and nephews.</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I'm really excited to go on some new dates with my super Hot husband...all thanks to Pinterest ideas of keeping the romance alive (brown chicken, brown cow)!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">I've already learned how to finally do my hair...why didn't anyone tell me I wasn't using my root lifter right before?!?!?!?!?!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">You see...I can be a stylish, loving, crafy, adorably decorated homeowner, maniac...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">All because of Pinterest and four simple words...</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia;">"I could make that!"</span>Hollyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01565895705460670273noreply@blogger.com1